Entries for January, 2008
January 15th, 2008
worst day... POSTED AT 10:42 PM
what do you do when caught between telling the truth or telling a lie? ...i guess when time comes you have to do something that will "benefit" both parties, even though it stands against everything you believe in... ...just like what happened to me today. my conscience told me to tell the truth, but outside forces (i.e. other parties) insisted on telling a lie, so as to end the "standoff". i was forced to go with the latter no matter how sick it made me feel, because this was the only way to end it. but obviously, i think i won't hear the end of it. i'm thinking they'll eventually know the truth. but right now, i just feel bad. i felt bad because of what i've done. i felt bad because of what i've caused. ***** i felt i was used for some other people's well-being. what was i to do??? my hands were practically tied up and i was rendered helpless... ***** ...i somehow managed to tell the truth though. i don't know what good it will bring, but right now i'll just go and suffer the consequences of my actions. ***********
*********** ...i guess i'll lie-low for a while... i don't know where this will take me but i guess i'll just let time take its course... again... *** akala ko hindi na to mangyayari ulit, but i gueshistory does repeat itself sometimes... *** "i'm sorry. hindi ko naman alam na kakalat yan. just so you know, wala akong masamang intensyon. mali lang talaga ang ginawa ko and i want you to know na nagsisisi ako. kung galit ka man sakin, i'll understand." />i'm out Currently listening to: Jordin Sparks - TattooCurrently feeling: depressed No shoutout(s)
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