wehhhh?!?!?
POSTED AT 11:38 PM

megidoflare

Grabe... Di ako makapaniwala.... tsk3!!!

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• Female, 22, It's complicated ^TM
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• Member Since: Dec 2004
• Location: Philippines
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Shet!!!! Ang ganda-ganda pa naman nya!!! (Mejo crush ko na nga eh!)

Hay.... can't believe she's a lesbian....

Oh well... ganun tlg minsan...

(Saka nanjan pa naman "sya" eh... )

...sana...

 

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Currently feeling: shocked

TOTALLY RANDOM THOUGHT
POSTED AT 12:30 AM

megidoflare

RANDOM THOUGHT:

MYMP: The best band to not have any original songs.

 

 

/>i'm out

...still on the subject of MYMP...
POSTED AT 12:47 AM

megidoflare

since we're there...

...here's the FULL (and uber-long) VERSION of the poem as heard on the music video "Only Reminds Me Of You"

 

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Unknown Title
Unknown Author

 

 

"When you were young, you thought a minute was so long
But as you grow up, you just realize you're wrong
Now, as you're flipping through the pages of life
Where you see all the bad events you have spent
You stitch down to this end of your cloth of life
And ask to wonder where all the good times went..."

"A song of anticipation follows black-leather footsteps
Seconded my the pitter-pattering of a fist-sized machine
I am jailed by your memory
These bars of sunlight & walls of sunset smoke
Even in time, as each broken-hearted fragment of elemental disposure
Configures into sympathic visions melting to memories
Pictures hanged by cherrywood frames and dry silk onto the walls
It embeds albums of time and glossed fractures of torn destinies
In this cage, I spin into a coffin and break aWay to glass
I, a restless bird, yearning for freedom from the chains of tyranny
In this momentum, I confide, in which I could never understand
Love travels in a cycle of mirage-fogged aura
It's when the eyes of nightingales rise onto angel wings
And the ink they write it on
Has just no story to tell
In riddle, I explain these contritions in fallen tears of memories
But what is never to be occured from the sins you've planted
Tell why I'm alive..."

"If you loved me, you would know better than to just leave
But even going aWay would make more sense than just to stay
I caught you, now fall for me
All these things I dream of
I yearn of the worthless truth to be reality
But even you can't understand
How much it means to me to be with you and where you stand
For all I see in this world
That makes no huge interest in me
Denies the apologies I've owed you long ago
And clipped on the raven's wings
Like the chains of tears I've come to surrender
Is each ambience of sorrow driven from the very hymn I sang
Each fallen angel writes a story in itself
What could be narrating it's satire
Could make it build the realization that
It's the winged hands that write
But the glowing halos that tell the story
And just like each rolling tear drying from the sadness of one's sorrow
So do each rose petal dying at it's risk
All it's thorns rain to ashes
Falling butane on rusted tears
Each fogged evening falls in a cage
Each cowboy gives it's sad song
Every rose has it's thorn..."

"Fall from the ashes
Weaned from the fires of passion
Crying rusted pitchfork red
And lighting up the waters of sorrow
Shine limelight on eternal bliss once more
And color the seas white crystalline
The pastures you were born on its soil
Smile it gold and languish on it's vast silky tangerine threads
As the night paints the sky black
Shining silver moonlight on the red velveteen fabrics
The green stars searing through the skies
Corroding crystalline blue on the mineraled euphoria
Hanging beneath the grayscaled clouds
Of the lightning rays
Light up the silent forests and color them red
And bring back the memories
To a laughter that weathers a spirit
To a mind of untouched jeweled gold."

"Was it love
That made the blue satin fabrics of the ocean
Tangerine orange as each jeweled crystal of heavenly light sets on velveteen waters
And turn peach flesh tan on a crystalline soul?
Or was it anger
That made the red wind roam around the grass
That breathes unearthily on the golden soil crawling over the sands of time."

"Behind the shattered mirror of lies
You could see the veins creeping out
From the fragments of time
Shedding black on the ashes of it's sanded tears
And dreams unmask lies
And nightmares reveal truths
Portals of horrific ideals
Jail my memory within an encased Bible of deception
And throw a black hand over my heart."

"The collision of memories
Together, you and I
Scratch away the threads of time
Tear away the gossamer fabrics
Of the fragments of the future
I'd lay beside you each night
And never forget me
As I'll never forget you
You patched your love on my skin
And the flesh you stitched it dry on
Could never feel more than how she feels now."

"Living in the past
Distant from the limelight brightness
Quaking my soul toward the future
Divinity reached to a reign of ruby red corroding light
Tranquility of pure gratefulness
Rusted tears of passion
Crease the light flowing butane on your skin
(Okay, I'm getting to addicted to "Skylines and Turnstiles" XD)."

"My heart breaks into glass
As we drift apart
You tore me away from the sins of angel thorns
And demons' halos from my black heart
Such poisonous lies
You scorn in my eyes
Jailed the words
Slowly surpassing my lips
And cursing each soul I touch
And creeping like mold
On the golden hand I tor
Was your passion for me like a worm."

"Then did I check the useless tears of passion
Weaned my soul from yearning after thine
The silent ambience
Did ring across the tranquil waters
Reigning them into unrequieted silence
And forced the clouds to bring down ashes on each soul it breathed on
Evoking unawake visions of dreams
Of you and I."

"Sorrowful and unlively
Yet was passionate and romantic
O, concussed one
As you drift to unearthly slumbers tonight
And as each gripped feeling
Is slashed by the needles and heartaches screaming out of your memory
What has God to do with you?
Lay your head flowing through your soul
And push out the wonders locked
Within your beating breast."

"The swords of time
Slash the flesh embedded within your chest
Could you blame the heartaches overcome
By the toxic stench of green ephredrine eminating by the gust of the gale wind?
Best you be known heartless
Forever entombs the uplifted happiness
That has been sauntering through the veins of sorrow and passion
Since paradise meant liberty
...if it ever were..."

"The climactic obedience
Between the pitter-pattering of fresh bullets
Against the pages with lies written in demon ink
And the rustling of maple leaves
On a pavement grave of asphalt stone
The black-hearted Raven soars above the silent hills
Carrying a red aroma around the world
Languishing above the purple jewelled mirrors on the breakable water
Shining silver on it's linen threads
Trying to break the world free
From the boundaries blocking
The true art that lied in there all along
And an art that was so sacred
That God was afraid to show us."

"No ambeince rang anymore in her soul
No blood flowed through her veins
And no tranquil gust of fresh, green glittered air
Breathed into her lungs
Her tongue was snipped
From the demon angels
And no words surpassed the rubber lips
Where her voice grew on
No momentum was cleaved from her body
All her skin laid stitched on her bones
Her frozen fingers ripped the black leather
Which you call your flesh
The lethal white light flow delicately on the surfaces of her eyes
And blinded her until her mind faded to black
...never again..."

"The light of pink clouds on dragon breath
Fogs my mind into a blanket of velvetin scarlet aura
And embeds my life with you
In this cave I call a coffin
On an anthem swinging in a climatic obedience
As a suspended pendulum dying before a ticking calendar
Dainty fingers of flickering fire drought the tears on the wet candle stick
Illusions of my past
Diverinity drawn from the claimed distance
Of passion in my mind
Hold 'em high or until I see you inside
Be my hand in chains
Live in tears and tyranny
Die within light for your epholictic apathy
What can we live more than just enemies
Of what we've been in?
Be all of what I've seen
In different wings and distant mists of sympathy
For seeing all the reasons and causes
Worth dying for no reason that being different meant..."

"Surrender the propaganda,
The drink of bloody wine from the pit of redemption
Reflect the red notioning anthem
Printed on the leather skin you were born with
Walk these lonely streets dividing light and sadness
Reign the nations and seperate the illusions of happiness seen by all
Of those who are divine in happiness but unspeakable when unmasked
Cloak the world in red aura
Scorn it to a gray-scaled euphoria of piercing dragon-clouded smoke
Carry this at a candle strike
Melt glass from the shattered mirrors to unethical poetry and rusted tears
Level up the outcasted shadows
Surrender pain in the black fogged crystal ball
Evils of the Bible smell crying mildew
Entomb the honor and pride of all nightmares and broken aspirations in it's pages
(Left unprotected, of course)
No story can be hidden under that pile of flesh
Die and live dying again
Sleep another morning, cry another night
Lie another day, die another day
Because...
I AM THE DARK FLAME CARNIVALE..."

"I confide in tears of joy
For the pain, sadness and tears
Which were confined in a cast of enraged moods
Are all gone and the least of my fears."

"The sadness that has masked me
And caped my soul in shadowed fear
Yet happiness comes now that the cast that has enraged me forever
Is no longer here."

"The everlasting sting
The pain, misery, crying and dreads
Banished away by a savior
A savior released by emotional commands."

"The hero I call freedom
His sidekick, I call liberty
Graced the world, saved many lives
From the past we used to call unrequieted puberty (lol)."

"Being watched by a figure
Seeing it flash through the night
Senses a knife held above her head
Mouth caped as rang her shriek in fright
Crimson red anger
Screaming out to the world
She was dead at the shot of gunfire
Her cry was never heard."

"A soul, journeying through the great beyond
Searching for paradise
Crossing deserts, seas, heavens, skies
Only to find out
They lost their way
Guided only by their wisdom,
Their's only
Soaring through obstacles
Foolishly searching for paradise
Without guidance by true wisdom
But scarred by lessons,
Mourned by values
Stabbed by pain in realization of truths
Cleaved by mourning and sadness
Leaves one finding themselves righteous
So seek true faith
In the Lord
For He blesses the humble with great fortune
And gives paradise to those who praise Him
And exposes the true realization
That paradise has been in our souls
Since the beginning of time..."

"Deciding on which was pure and which was dirty
Cleansed openly and cruel-ridden spirit
O concussed one, thou has to chosen unfaithful?
I should have known better than to raise you to believe in it."

"Loved by heaven, but tempted by hell
Chose to do wrong, I wished you'd spend the rest of this life well
Angered by righteousness, pleased by wrong-doing
Temptation was pestulence, yet not seen by one's being."

"I went through life, lonely and weak like it were a mirage
Tired and exhausted, breathless that no sound could escape from my mouth
Until a path of romance lead me out of the low-spirited dreads in life
To a hero who I knew would sweep me off my feet and love me without a doubt."

"Each tear that shed from his loving lash would stab me in the heart,
Like a million knives rapidly firing at you and burning your soul with flames
For my only path to love, was broken by cursed words surpassed from my lips
I pleaded dusk after dawn with a crying heart 'til I was left mourning at my grave."

"As if love would ever ring on my doorbell
And saunter within the boundaries of my mind
Flow though my soul like heavenly waterfalls of romance
And lead me to an extraordinary person not of the silent kind."

"The slightest gesture,
The tiniest whisper
Would be lovely eternal splendors
And hang me suspended on feathers."

"The world was ridden with silence
Surpassed by an eternal grace
As the wind breathed through the pastures
Breezes brought together love and fate."

"His passion was red with flames
It touched my soul and graced my heart
The night was blessed with his being
So was my immortality as we began to part..."

"Heavenly compassion
Graced her far by love and obsession
For his yearning for her love
Was the only meaning of true expression."

"Then did I check the tears of useless passion
Weaned my young soul from yearning after thine
Soft spoken went the euphoria that did surround me
Yet my feelings were expressed out of my mind."

 

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...don't say i didn't warn you...

 

 

/>i'm out

 

 

ay fota... pati ba naman ikaw???
POSTED AT 12:36 AM

megidoflare

Wehh....

Sya tibo.. tapos ikaw pala... BAKLA?!?!?!

WTF... totoo ba ung nasa profile mo???

ampotah...

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO THE WORLD?!?! 

 

/>i'm out 

Currently feeling: shocked

Congratulations UP PEP SQUAD...
POSTED AT 11:25 PM

megidoflare

malamang alam nyo na ang pakay ko...

CONGRATULATIONS TO THE UP PEP SQUAD! I hate to admit it, but you guys really deserve it. You outperformed the 'GAWI dance troupe this year, and I applaud you guys for that.

UP - 92.66, UST - 92.16...

Who would've thunk it that a failed pyramid attempt would cost UST 0.5 points (or 0.6 even for the win). Sayang yung pyramid na un. That was the first time I've seen the 'Gawi make a mistake during ANY performance (whether it be Halftime or Cheerdance). Very strange really, but I guess that's life... Sometimes when you have a habit of winning, there's very little margin for error; you don't know what to improve on anymore. So I guess you have to lose sometimes in order to gain (learn) something.

Congrats again, UP guys! ater 5 years of being bridesmaids, you've finally taken home the bacon...

...pinahiram lang namin sa inyo ang trophy this year, para naman you have something to cheer for (0-14 in the men's senior's basketball is definitely nothing to cheer about)

...just watch out for 'GAWI... We'll be back next year: BIGGER, FASTER, BETTER, STRONGER!

GO USTe!!!!

(P.S. Sana manalo ang UST bukas sa FEU... third time's a charm, as the saying goes...) 

/>i'm out 

Currently feeling: sad...

MAGANDA NA SANA EH...
POSTED AT 11:46 PM

megidoflare

BADTRIP!!!

Akala ko pa naman magiging maganda ang ending ng araw ko.... but NOOOOOOOO!

Here's the sequence of events:

• Unknown Stain
  Nung umaga kasi babae ung katabi ko sa FX. Sa harapan ako nakaupo nun. Tapos pagbaba ko naramdaman ko na "shet, bakit may basa dito sa polo ko". Ts pagtingin ko, basa nga ts may invisible stain! demmet na babaens un hehe... kasabay ko kasing bumaba un sa may shell. At ka-building ko pala sya hehe... Ayun di ko alam kung ano un. Inamoy ko, may amoy sya na parang wala eh... Oh well...

(di naman talaga ito ung dahilan ng pagkabadtrip ko)

• Indianan (ANG NAGSIMULA NG LAHAT)

ETO NA ANG NAGSIMULA NG LAHAT...

Dapat kasi magkikita kami ng friend ko sa isang sikat na mall sa North Edsa. Nagkausap pa kami nung hapon, bago pa kami umalis mismo, na magkikita kami. Sabi ko TEXT TEXT NA LANG. Ganun naman lagi eh... Well anyays nauna na ko sa mall na un so hinintay ko na lang sya. Manonood kasi dapat kami ng concert ng isang up and coming na foreign singer eh. At since dumadami na ang mga tao, nghanapna muna ko ng magandang mapupwestuhan. Mga 5 mins before the start, wala pa sya. Nasa gitnang MRT station pa sya nun. So nireserve ko na sya ng space (since nakatayo lang kami nun)

Lumabas na ung singer, at wala pa rin sya! So syempre tinext ko sya kasi baka mawala na ung spot nya dun. Then magically, nawala ang signal ng GLOBE... Buti na lang dala ko ung support fone ko so tinext ko sya gamit un. Di ngrereply. Inisip ko nglalakad na siguro un. Nags-start na pala ung concert by that time.

Aba, nakaka-4 songs na at wala pang reply! Edi cge, nood lang ako... Tapos may biglang nagtext sakin... SA IBANG PART DAW CLA NANONOOD.... yes, CLA... sabi ko sa loob-loob ko, "aba naman talaga... akala ko ba magkikita tayo?". Tapos nagtext ulit sya sakin, "kita na lang tayo after ng concert". Ako naman cge ok lang... Tapos nagtext bigla, "AE sabi ni ------- uwi na kami". AMP TALAGA!!! Nakakabadtrip!!!! May usapan na magkikita kayo, tapos yan ang gagawin sayo? IIWANAN KA SA ERE... damn! I may be exaggerating here, but I don't care. Sobrang naasar lang talaga ako sa ginawa nyang yun....

DAPAT PAG MAY USAPAN, TUMUPAD SA USAPAN.

We've been planning this for 2 weeks. Then it's just gonna end up like this??? BULLSHIT!

• Awful Game of Initial D
  Ayan. After the concert, since SOBRANG NABADTRIP AKO NUN, naisip kong ibuhos ang sama ng loob ko sa INITIAL D. So dumerecho agad ako ng Timezone. Aba, akalain mo nga namang hindi ko napansin na out of commission ung isa nilang machine! LECHE!!! Buti na lang one game lang ung nilaro ng katabi ko, so after nya, swipe agad ako...

I admit that I'm not a great Initial D player (di kasi ako nag-e-eraser), but my game kanina was one of my worst time trials in recent memory. Hay.... Naapektuhan siguro ng pagkabatrip ko ung driving ko. So, ayun... Ang pangit ng mga time attack record ko sa Akina. Damn it!

BREAK TIME: AFTER NG GAME NAGUTOM AKO. SO BUMILI MUNA AKO NG BURRITO SA TACO BELL. Masarap naman sya pero ang LIIT ng burrito! I LOVE their NACHOS though!

(OK... balik na tayo sa kwento)

• Mahabang Pila sa FX
  Well kahit kelan naman mahaba ang pila sa FX pa-Novaliches-Bayan jan sa may MRT. Pero grabe kanina hanggang terminal 7 ung pila!!! Sabi ng mga driver, traffic daw sa Quirino Hiway, 2 hours daw... Pero kanina pag-uwi namin, potek wala naman pala eh!

• Traffic
  Hmm di naman talaga traffic.Sabi kasi ng mga driver dun 2 hours daw ung itinagal nila sa Quirino.. Oh well...

• Nahulog na barya
  Epal pa kanina, magbabayad na ko, nahulog pa ung 5 pesos! Dumukot pa tuloy ako. Leche... Sayang un. 5 pesos rin un...

Yan.... basically nagsimula ung mga unfortunate incidents dahil dun sa pang-i-Indian sakin. Hay....

Nakakaasar kasi eh... Dapat magkikita kami.... Pero mahirap tlg pag kasama nya un... Understandable namna kung bakit cla magkasama eh. Ang ikinasama lang talaga ng loob ko, e dapat magkikita kami, tapos bigla na lang magtetext na nasa ibang lugar sya, tapos pauwi na raw (kahit sya na mismo ung angsabi na magkita kami afterwards)...

HAYYYYYYYYY BUHAY TALAGA!!!!!!!!!!!

Try ko na lang enjoyin ang weekend. Itutulog ko na lang siguro to, as they say...

/>i'm out!

Currently feeling: BADTRIP!

SKY CABLE CORRUPTION
POSTED AT 12:09 PM

megidoflare

Click me... http://spankyenriquez.blogspot.com/2007/09/skycable-ka-ng-ina-mo.html

STICKY Entry for the mean time...

THIS SUCKS...

(comments and frustrations are welcome!)

/>i'm out

 

The take, over; the run is over...
POSTED AT 10:50 PM

megidoflare

It's a sad day for all the Thomasians...

UST bowed out of the UAAP with a stinging 69-64 defeat at the hands of the At'neo Blue Eagles.

It's such a shame that things had to end this way. Only Jervy Cruz and Dylan Ababou had good performances. I guess it was really just not our day today. Japs Cuan, Anthony Espiritu, even Khasim Mirza failed to perform up to standard in this game. Mark Canlas had a gallant effort though, but unfortunately is was all in vain.

It also marked the last game for seniors Espiritu, Jun Cortez, and Jun Dizon. It's just a shame to see it end like this, but despite that I am still proud to be a Thomasian. I am proud of what our team accomplished this season.

Rest assured, we'll be better and stronger next year. Mirza and the other rookies gained experience throughout the season, and this can only mean good things for the white and gold. Jervy Cruz is without question the league MVP.

We'll be back next year, just you see. Not only in basketball, but in the cheerdance as well!

GO USTe!!!

/>i'm out

Currently feeling: upset

hala... wag naman sana...
POSTED AT 11:08 PM

megidoflare

...naextend yung kasama ko...

ako kaya?

sya kasi sinabihan eh... ako hindi naman...

hay..........

natetense ako!!!

pero honestly 'yoko na sa ORTIGAS... mejo magastos kasi ung FX eh...

pag sa BONI ok lang.. MRT lang hehe... yun nga lang uber-sikip pag umaga... bangayan lang hehe

 

/>i'm out 

YAHOO!!!
POSTED AT 12:36 AM

megidoflare

Oh yeah!!!

It's nice to be back!!!

MONDAY, here I come!!! 

/>i'm out 

Currently watching: Scarface