Entries for April, 2007
April 5th, 2007
just when... POSTED AT 10:18 PM hay... nasabi ko na sa kanya kagabi... pero sa text lang sabi ko na nga ba eh... dapat personal ko nang cnabi sa kanya... ayan. di na sya nagtext sakin.... hay...................... nagalit kaya sya sakin??? argh!!! ang tanga ko kasi eh.... damn!!!! hay.... sana magkaayos na kami... sna magtext na sya ulit sakin... nalulungkot ako... />i'm out Currently feeling: sad1 shoutout(s)
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April 8th, 2007
improvement POSTED AT 12:26 AM hay... nagtext na sya sakin! quote.... nireplyan ko, ayun matutulog na daw sya... hay.. pero at least nagtext na sya... mejo gumaan na ang pakiramdam ko.... well sana OK na kami.... hehehe HAPPY EASTER GUYS!!! />i'm out Currently feeling: relieved |
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April 22nd, 2007
bagong gupit POSTED AT 11:43 PM hay..... a lot has happened since my last post hehehe.... oo nga pala, nag-swimming kami ng mga office-batch mates ko 2 weeks ago sa splash island. ang saya grabe kahit konti lang kami.... daming revelation at kwentuhan at inuman hehehe.... lupet nyo guys! hmmm ok naman kami... nasabi ko na rin sa kanya, and we talked about it. honestly, gumaan talaga ung pakiramdam ko dahil nasabi ko na rin sa wakas after so many failed attempts. maayos ung naging usapan namin, saka mas madami pa kaming nalaman tungkol sa isa't-isa... hay..... grabe.... unexplainable.... GRABE SUMMER NA!!! ANG INIT!!! />i'm out Currently listening to: Chris Richardson - Smooth (Studio Version) |
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April 26th, 2007
the things you do... POSTED AT 10:09 PM hay.... feel ko naasar sya sakin.... sabi ko kasi ok lang naman na maghintay ako, pero sabi nya na umuwi na lang ako at wag na kong maging makulit... well i still waited for her, at un nung nagkasabay na kami, feel ko asar sya sakin.... kinakausap lang nya ung kasama nya.... hay.... bakit kaya ganito.... i just did what i wanted to do.... pero ewan ko ba iniisip ko tuloy na minsan eh nagiging makulit na talaga ako.... hay..................... nakakaasar.................. galit yata sya sakin.... />i'm out Currently feeling: pissed |
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April 29th, 2007
ilangan system...? POSTED AT 12:44 AM well it was a very strange evening last friday night. i was invited by my colleagues for some dinner and drinking at pioneer center just a few kilometers away from the office. and i, wanting to unwind (and also because i wasn't doing anything else for the rest of the night), decided to go with them because maybe it'll keep my mind off of "it" (by the way, i feel that she still is mad/upset at me after what happened last thursday night) anyways on with the story. actually i really wanted not to go, but i dunno something inside me told me to, and i don't know if i really should have gone there. she was also invited so we were all set! the guys just went there via trike while i accompanied the ladies by taxi. anyways we were a bit undecided at first where to eat, but eventually we decided to eat at "tonio's". despite the place having the spiciest kaldereta i have ever tasted, their servings were UBER SMALL (think of the chiken ala king meals at greenwich... THAT small....) and WAY OVERPRICED, IMO. but nevertheless we still decided to order a few more food to satisfy our hungry appetites (eeww... how cliché...) of course, what would a night out be without some beer??? so our resident financer ordered buckets and buckets of san mig light and red horse. i actually really planned to consume just one bottle of san mig light, but i ended up drinking an additional bottle of red horse (which was, for me, better-tasting than SML). i didn't get drunk, although i did feel a bit sleepy after my first bottle (SML). oh, and we also ordered some margaritas, thanks to one hot Ginebra San Miguel model who offered it to us. the margarita was good, in fairness, so i had about a half-a-bottle of that one (strawberry flavor!) actually, what made me decide to drink one more bottle of red horse was "her". i noticed that she was a strong drinker (basta malakas rin pala sya uminom hehe... sabi nung friend ko eh 3 bottles daw ang beer threshold ng girls...). i dunno.. i just took a sip of red horse, and i actually liked it. the next thing i knew, i was drinking beer from her glass until another colleague decided to give me one of my own (which i finished!). now THAT was the first time i drank two bottles of beer - and from different brands nonetheless!!! then there came the usual kwentuhan and sharing experiences. i really wasn't understanding most of it because it was quite noisy (there was a concert being held just a few blocks away. san miguel wet n wild party). of course, a lot of things were said and some of them were shocking!!! we went home at around 11:30 pm with 2 of my colleagues just flat-out drunk! (end of kwento part) (start of comment part) tatagalugin ko na lang cguro to kasi mejo pagod na ko mag-english... hehe... well baka taglish na lang cguro... ayun.. actually ayaw ko tlg pumunta kahapon, pero ewan ko ba.. di ko alam kung ano ang nagtulak sakin na pumunta dun. mejo nagulat rin ako kasi kasama sya, and knowing na hindi pa kami "OK" eh, mukhang magiging mahirap to for me.... (actually i sent her an e-mail just before they decided the "gimik". cnabi ko na un nga, i'm sorry dun sa nagawa ko dahil nakulitan sya sakin at naasar tuloy sya) ayan back to the kwento ulit. ayun nung pagbaba ko pa lang eh nakita ko na na un nga, ayaw pa rin nya ko muna kausapin. ako naman eh mejo di ko lm kung pano mag-a-act pero ndi ko naman pinakita na apektado ako. so ayun sinamahan ko cla sa taxi. wala naman nangyari ok lng... tamang usapan naming lahat... pagdating sa dencios, aun mejo nakahalata na rin ako. i stayed calm about it. tapos i decided na kausapin sya. sumagot naman sya sakin, pero ndi nya ko tinitingnan sa mukha. hay...... di ko tuloy alam ang iisipin or gagawin. talagang ilang pa sya sakin... mejo nakahalata ung ibang kasama ko na parang ndi ako nag-eenjoy. actually nag-eenjoy naman ako pero para sakin, mas maganda sana kung walang ingay. ung tipong nasa isang malaking kwarto kayong lahat ts nag-vivideoke. un nga cguro.... wala kasing videoke kaya hindi ako ganun ka-"buhay" nung friday. ayun... tapos napansin ko na naka-2 bottles na sya ng san mig light. lakas rin pala nya uminom hehe. anyways, biglang nag-iba ung seating arrangement namin so tumabi muna ko sa kanya, and i started talking to her. again, sumasagot naman sya pero she doesn't look at me. sa loob-loob ko grabe........ ganito ba sya kagalit sakin? ganun ko ba sya napagalit at naasar??? hay......... ayun.... natapos ang gabi nang nag-enjoy cla. ako eh parang 75% lang nag-enjoy... bumabagabag pa rin kasi sa isip ko ung about dun. inisip ko tuloy na sana ndi na lang ako sumama sa kanila, knowing na mejo"fresh" pa ung mga nangyari at kailangan ko muna na hayaan sya... pero nagtxt nmn sya sakin pag-uwi nya kagabi,so mejo may improvement naman... hay....... di ko ba alam..... sana sa monday magkausap na kami... monday..... ahhh... may videoke pala kami sa monday.... ewan ko lang kung kasama sya... pero kung kasama man sya, eh sana ok na kami by that time.... hay.................... (end of comments) wow... haba ng post ko ngayon ah.... matagal-tagal na rin akong hindi nagpopost ng ganito kahaba.... hay.... iba talaga pag may iniisip ka, lalo na kung problema. halos mabaliw ka at matuliro sa kakaisip nun..... i really hope she has forgiven me... call it corny or what, i don't care... gusto ko lang na magkausap na ulit kami.... />i'm out Currently feeling: sad |
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