out from hibernation
POSTED AT 02:59 AM

megidoflare

wow! it has beel over a month since my last post. i've been very busy at work as of late so i don't get to check on my blog too often.

well a lot has happened to me so far. just became a regular employee last december! that makesme eligible for VLs and reimbursements. yay! also, two more batches have been added to our now seemingly growing capability. how many more will come???

i've also been SO busy with ff12 lately... just reached 100 hours yesterday, with vaan at level 85, bash and ashe at level 81, and baltheir, fran, and penelo at level 60. based onthe guides i'veread, there is still a LOT more work to do (i.e. hunts, levelling, espers) so i'm expecting to officially finish the game within a month's time.

februsry hasbeen so cold! the coldest month in the year as the people say. usually, it should be around christmas because of the uber-cold weather. but it is february, which gives me a hunch that summer will be two months off.

i've also met a lot of people at work lately. i also met this girl from thenew batch. at first she seemed a bit ofa snob butonce i got to know her (we text everyday), it looks like she's cool (and she definitely IS nice!) i just think that she keeps too many things to herself though...

oh well, ihope it'll work out...

well, i'm off to bed... good night guys and i hope to be posting again more often

/>i'm out

Currently feeling: sleepy

bring back that loving feeling...
POSTED AT 01:05 AM

megidoflare

i think i'm in love...

yes, you read it right. i think i'm in love again. after 5 years of being single, looks like i've found that someone who really makes me look forward to work everyday. i really like talking with her as she really makes me feel comfortable. i just plain like her.

although we've barely known each other (a little over a month), i've felt this connection with her. it's just a very happy time for me whenever i get to see or talk or text her. whenever i don't get to text her (or vice versa), i miss her very quickly. i dunno.... that's just how i feel towards her.

another thing is, i told her that i had a crush on her. and instead of fleeing me (ehem ehem...), we actually became even more close after that, which strongly reaffirmed my likeness for her.

but there's one problem though...

i really don't know her situation right now. she really hasn't opened it up to me yet, although she has said that she had a boyfriend for 2 years and she is single right now. and from the conversations we've had in the past, it looks like she has some mor eproblems that she's either shy to tell me or she doesn't want to let me know. that really leaves me in a bind. i don't know what to do because i really want to help her in this. also, i want to know it because i somewhat want to court her---something i haven't done in ages. *sigh*

based on our latest conversation, it seems like a former suitor wants to get back with her.... that made me jealous, honestly, when she told me. but she isn't really sure what to do either...

damn... i never felt this way in a long time. i really like the presence of being with her. recently i asked her out on a date and she gave me a card (which i TOTALLY did not expect) while i really had nothing to give her.... damn! i'll really make it up to her some time soon...

*sigh*.... i really really really like her... but i really want to know her situation right now. i hope that she'd tell me soon.

...i think i love her!

/>i'm out

Currently listening to: my airconditioner
Currently feeling: in love but confused...

competition....
POSTED AT 09:30 PM

megidoflare

ok... looks like we got some competition....

i dunno, but i kinda had a hunch that it would turn out that way... pero grabe gulat tlg ako nung nalaman ko na may "balak" sya.... oh well...

"may the best man win, i guess...."

hey, jealousy.....

/>i'm out

Currently watching: NBA Fantasy Hoops
Currently feeling: tired