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December 6th, 2005

im back again
POSTED AT 02:07 AM

hey! it's been quite a while since my last post... i dunno.. guess i was not in the mood during those times... oh well...

a lot has happened...  lot of things have been keeping me busy... schoolwork... PS2... the usual... hehehe... anyways, about schoolwork, i just hope we'll be able to finish our thesis on time... i dunno why but i'm not really thatr worried.. i dunno if that's a good thing or a bad thing.. i guess in due time THAT will bother me...


as for gaming, 2 gmes have been keeping me busy during the weekends... NBA Live 06 (PC) and WWE Smackdown vs raw 2006 (PS2). i must say, SVR 2006 is THE best wrestling game to date (except of course, for some missing WWE superstars like matt hardy, victoria, mnm; etc.). the seson mode is so realistic that it's like you're actually watching RAW or SMACKDOWN! even the superstars' mouth movement and voice dubs are simultaneous. sooo cool!

hmm... what else? oh, nba live 06 is also keeping me busy for most of my free time. another addictive game from EA Sports.

i've only been with her once this past week...

 

i dunno if i'm actually missing her but....

oh well... here i go again...


anyways, it's just that lately, i don't have anything to "blog" about. nothing big really happening... yet. that's why i haven't been posting anything in a long time...
oh well... just another post to keep my blog running... hehehe
what do you see in them? why do you like them? Currently feeling: pensive


December 8th, 2005

happy birthday monmon!
POSTED AT 01:44 PM

monmon... happy birthday ulit!

hehee... my friend raymond celebratedhis birthday yesterday. as a celebration, nagpainom sya! it was me, raffy, genesis, and marnelli who celebrated with him (ah, sumunod nga pala c rj nung kinagabihan).

kumain muna cla sa cely's tapos diretso sa d'fort (mahabang kwento actually kung bakit may kasama kaming isang girl). anyways un... beer, empi, sprite, tapos pulutan ng corn bits at dilis... masaya... hehe.. kahit walang masyadong "kwentuhan"...

hmmm.. may nakilala kayang bago cna raffy at genesis??? dami kasing taga-perpetual dun e...


happy birthday ulit tol!

 


December 10th, 2005

my true feelings
POSTED AT 02:21 AM

it's very difficult to hide your feelings, most especially those feelings you have for a person... a person which, in your view, has had a major impact in your life... that person may not know it (or she may unconsciously realize it), but having that person there just seems to make your day better.

i've had my fair share of those kinds of experiences... some were nice and memorable, and some were... oh well...


i kinda "overheard" some things a few hours ago... some things that shocked me... things that, whether i like it or not, made me realize the biases of life... life really isn't fair... crap, isn't it? when you've said your feelings to a person.. when you've been honest about it... then all of a sudden that person ignores you for reasons undisclosed... then another person comes up and tells their feelings to that very same person ("your" person), and lo and behold! the feeling is mutual! that totally sucks (well, that's IMO)...

 

pardon me but this is my way of expressing my pent-up emotions... kanina ko lang kasi napatunayan na.... hay... bakit kaya ganun... oh well...


yeah, im jealous... but it really doesn't affect me that much (unlike the "previous" time). i've accepted the fact that things like that just really could not be... there are just some things not meant for you... but those things that i may (or may not have) accidentally "overheard" really hit me... i don't know why i should be even feeling this...l

 

i think it's just too hard to let go of feelings... true feelings...

and when that person does not realize it... it hurts doubly hard...

damn...


it's kinda like what i read on noli's blog... i think i'm sort of experiencing what he experienced in the past (although his is a little harder to "chew" on).
oh well... the mysteries of love...

 

too many complications...

why do things have to be like that???


P.S.

 

congratulations to you (yes, you...)  you're a lucky one...

Currently feeling: depressed?


December 11th, 2005

FYF - **** you firefox!!!!
POSTED AT 03:32 AM

a shitty thing just happened....

i just closed a firefox window accidentally.... 

then as i was about to open it again... it asked for a profile

oh shit.... i had a bad feeling about that...

then poof!

ALL MY FAVORITES WERE GONE!!!! ALL MY SAVED PASSWORDS... ALL... GONE!!!!!!!!! DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!

I DUNNO WHY THAT HAPPENED... it just SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then, a shit about my SSL prohibits me from even logging-in to yahoo!

what the fcuk is that?!?!?!

damn it! crap! 

Currently feeling: pissed


December 12th, 2005

message
POSTED AT 02:28 AM

bakit ganyan ka? hindi mo ba alam na mali yang ginagawa mo???

it is not ethical... 

meron ka na diba? bakit mo pa ginagawa ung ganun???


nakakaasar ka... nanggagalaiti ako sa iyo!

 


December 21st, 2005

Paskuhan day
POSTED AT 02:00 AM

yup. today was paskuhan - the day which puts UST on the map. after a stellar showing last year (despite no fireworks for the first time), i was expecting a helluva show this year.

i was sadly disappointed...

but more of that later... we had a very fun day before the actual paskuhan celebration.


after submitting our project in multimedia technology, me and shadowmeld decided to have our lunch. i offered to treatr him so we ate at SM san lazaro's foodcourt. chicken company, your chicken ain't spicy one bit. oh well...

after having our lunch, we went on some window shopping, mostly at PC shops. co-incidentally, some of our classmates were also there, so we decided to meet them at chef d'angelo where they were having their lunch.

after their lunch, a classmate of mine went out with my and shadowmeld to buy a gift for his loved ones. eventually, we ended up at penshoppe teenlab to buy a gift, all the while one of the clerks there were kinda attracted to him.

after a rendezvous with our other classmates, the 4 of us (me, shadowmeld, and 2 other classmates) strolled around a bit, thinking of what we can do to kill time. we went to quantum to play some arcade games until we decided to have some videoke singing. damn! it was a blast! kahit 4 lang kami enjoy naman! hehehe


ok, back to my story. after arriving at UST we were just in time for the end of the mass. after the mass was the most anticipated event in UST history - the lighting of the christmas tree and the fireworks display. DAMN! THE FIREWORKS WERE AWESOME! and after a year of absence, it was clear that all thomasians missed the fireworks, as all of us were in awe (not to mention having goosebumps) with the display. unfortunately, that was the end of the fun part of paskuhan.

 

we did play a few rounds of 1-2-3-pass . hehehe... after all of us getting poderized, e decided to eat. we got our free food from the chowking stall there and ate away. kahit konti lang kami (mejo madami rin sa klase ang hindi pumunta), masaya naman... hehehe.. boring nga lang sobra ung program. imagine, no big name bands performed during the late evening performances (eventually me and my female classmate were the only two left there for our section!) which, in my view, totally disappointed the crowd. kiko machine... join the club... wtf are those??? no disrespect intended but, it would've been better if there was at least one big name band that performed, like orange and lemons or possibly hale...


overall, a disappointing program in my view (except of course for the ever-so-dazzling fireworks display). our last year here in UST and all we get is this?!?! come on guys! you can do better than that!

 

good thing we were able to keep ourselves busy (and happy) for most of the day.

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

[giAn]

(p.s. pics of our paskuhan day can be found by clicking this link:

http://photobucket.com/albums/d193/megidoflare/Paskuhan%202005/

Currently feeling: tired


December 24th, 2005

dedicated to???
POSTED AT 03:00 AM

Lagi na lang umuulan
Parang walang katapusan
Tulad ng paghihirap ko ngayon
Parang walang humpay

Sa kabila ng lahat ng aking pagsisikap
Na limutin ka ay di parin magawa

Hindi naman ako tanga
Alam ko na wala kana
Pero mahirap lang na tanggapin
Di na kita kapiling

Iniwan mo akong nag-iisa
Sa gitna ng dilim at basang-basa pa sa ulan

Pero huwag mag-alala
di na kita gagambalain
Alam ko naman ngayon
may kapiling ka nang-iba

Tanging hiling ko sa’yo
Na tuwing umuulan
Maalala mo sanang may
Nagmamahal sa’yo.

AKO...

Currently listening to: Cueshe - Ulan


December 27th, 2005

in my dreams
POSTED AT 01:31 AM

grabe...

pati ba naman sa panaginip ganun???

had a weird dream... this was the 2nd time actually that i've dreamt of it...

a sign? an omen???

who knows???

dreams... they DO have some hidden meanings...


anyways, our family just attened a birthday party this afternoon. the food there was scrumptuous! sizzling tuna... chicken teriyaki... spaghetti... man! i haven't eaten food that good in a long while... most specially the tuna!
hay... may nagpaparamdam nanaman sakin... hindi multo ha...

 

at meron ding nahinto...

secret! 


December 30th, 2005

RAW in MANILA!
POSTED AT 12:23 AM

oh yeah baby! i've just received news that the WWE will be coming in the philippines!!! it will be a RAW live show! my sister told me about this the other day and i was ecstatic!

in addition to that, my sister's bf bought us some tickets! cool!

the show is scheduled on Feb. 24, 6pm at the Araneta Coliseum.


here's the lineup for that night.

3 Way WWE Championship Match with Mick Foley as the Special Referee
John Cena vs. Kurt Angle vs. Triple H

Tag Team Special
Shawn Michaels & Ric Flair vs. Edge (Lita) & “The Masterpiece” Chris Masters

Tag Championship Match
Big Show & Kane vs. Tyson Tomko & Snitsky

Shelton Benjamin vs.Carlito

Chavo Guerrero vs.Trevor Murdoch

Woman’s Championship Match
Trish vs. Torrie Wilson

Viscera vs.Lance Cade

*** Line Up Subject to Change ***


oh yeah baby! feb 24, friday... a once in a lifetime opportunity!

 

finally! the WWE has come to MANILA!!! 


2006 Wishlist
POSTED AT 01:10 AM

here are some "material" things i would like to have this coming new year

1. a new laptop

2. a usb flash drive

3. a DSL internet connection

very demanding, eh? i would mostly like numbers 2 and 3. number 1 can wait.

*smile* 



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