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November 10th, 2005

im back 2: the final semester
POSTED AT 01:25 PM

hey guys! im back! i hardly noticed that i havent been posting things here in almost a month! well i've been busy on a lot of things lately, mainly my PS2. the games are just so addictive--wwe smackdown vs raw, nba live 06, gran turismo 3 (yes, 3. i dont like 4), tekken 5, and my latest game, resident evil 4. damn, RE4 is definitely a one of a kind survival-horror game. it has cganged drastically from the old resident evil games. im currently about to begin chapter 3 there, and i know i still have a long ways to go.

oh, and the 2nd semester has just started. well, back to school again, but im actually quite happy that we're going back to school.  at least i dont get to spend most of the day at home and do nothing but eat, sleep, and "computer". at least now that school's back, i'll be able to have some form of exercise. hehehe. and of course, i'll be able to see.... my classmates again, of course!

well, from the looks of things, this is gonna be a very interesting and memorable semester for all of us. just a few months left and it's graduation!

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Side note: it just struck me that a person thinks that blogging is bad. that blogging shouldn't be in my priorities. well you see, it really isn't. it's just a hobby. oh, and i don't think blogging is bad. blogging just allows you to say what's on your mind, and people cannot stop you from doing otherwise. it is also a great stress reliever when times get rough.

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oh, i'm here right now at the SOC-SCI section of the library. (time on my watch=1:26 pm) i'm with my buddy jeric (he's using PC 10). damn, is it just me or are the keyboards here... er... "malutong"? hehehe....

well, guess that's it for this entry. i wonder what i'll do for my remaining 2 hours of free time???


November 11th, 2005

sleeps with butterflies
POSTED AT 12:11 AM

i know i'm not supposed to feel upset or anything about what happened this afternoon.

well, i can't hide the fact that i AM upset for not being able to group with some of my friends. but that does not mean that i don't like my current groupmates. i believe that we'll do good in our projects, bcause we have one of the most talented and creative persons probably in the entire batch.

i dunno.... for some reason i feel that this will be a less-exciting subject for me with the people i'm grouped with...

aaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! what the hell am i thinking?!?!? 

i just need to think positive. i'm thinking the wrong way right now. thinking that our group won't accomplish anything (or underachieve) is a no-no.

gotta be positive, gian. this'll work out just fine. i'm pre-judging things...


i'm cuirrently digging the tori amos song "sleeps with butterflies". heard it on the radio this morning on my way to school, not once, but 2wice, in a 30-minute span!

*sigh* just as i said. this will be a VERY interesting semester. Currently feeling: frustrated? upset?


November 13th, 2005

gian's medley
POSTED AT 01:49 AM

hey there! seeing as my classmate shadowmeld has created his version of "Pinoy Chandeliers" (Pinoy ako and Chandeliers medley), i've decided to crewte my own... it's composed of 4 songs.... i won't tell you what songs they are though...

here's the download link

http://rapidshare.de/files/7535724/Gian_s_Medley_1.mp3.html

there.... enjoy and leave any comments... Ü

Currently listening to: Hale - Here Tonight


November 14th, 2005

1967-2005
POSTED AT 02:03 AM

i know most of you guuys know that i'm an AVID wrestling fan...

it just shocked me to know that Eddie Guerrero, "Latino Heat", has passed away... 

here's the article from WWE.com

Eddie Guerrero passes away
Nov. 13, 2005

WWE is deeply saddened by the news that Eddie Guerrero has passed away. He was found dead this morning in his hotel room in Minneapolis. Eddie is survived by his wife Vickie and daughters Shaul, 14, Sherilyn, 9, and Kaylie Marie, 3.

shocking... how a person is alive one minute then next thing you know he's gone in the morning... i couldn't believe it.... i was just watching smackdown a few hours ago, and there was eddie, back in his lowrider entrance (smackdown is about 3 weeks delayed here). then, a few hours later, i was to find out that eddie has passed away... found dead in his hotel room...

damn... unbelievable... i still can't believe it...

"Viva la Raza" is playing ion my media player right now... repeating almost endlessly...


Rest in Peace, Eddie... may you join the great wrestling God in the sky (and no, i'm not referring to JBL)

 

Viva la Raza...

Currently listening to: Viva La Raza
Currently feeling: shocked...


November 19th, 2005

it's these feelings...
POSTED AT 12:19 AM

blogging really helps relieve some stress. right now that's basically what i feel. tired from school and stuff... the usual...


i felt bad when i got home tonight... kind of guilty, i think....

 

i don't know what to do... what to think....


i guess it's all coming back again, eh?

 

these "feelings"... 

although i know that it's a LONG SHOT, hell, probbly nowhere even near the "target"


*sigh*. i odn't know why these "feelings" seem to be coming back, despite me having decided to "drop the ball and move on".

 

oh well, i guess old habits are hard to break....


damn, i never felt so attached to a person since... well, i;ve never felt so attached to  person before...

ohohohoho... here i go again... senti mode...

 


some deep thinking again.... i don't know where this will lead...
"the pain is still there, but not like before", as i would say.

 

it has been lessened. lessened. not totally gone....


oh well, just really have to accept it.

 

damn, i'm thinking of this way too much. *sigh*


i wonder what's gonna happen next....

 

will this be a sad birthday for me????

 

Currently feeling: stressed


November 21st, 2005

happy birthday
POSTED AT 01:41 AM

yes, it was my birthday yesterday, november 20... i'm 20 years old! damn... time does sure fly.... from my early memories of childhood until today... my have the time changed...

anyways, our whole family went to the mall to celebrate my birthday. we first watched harry potter and the goblet of fire, which IMO, is the best "potter"  movie yet. one scene which really moved me was the cedric diggory death scene, with harry and cedric's dad crying... very emotional... anyways, it did have nice action scenes and some comedy here and there. this was WAY better than the prisoner of azkaban.

after the movie (which laster 2 and a half hours), we then went to a computer shop to buy us a new printer. our old printer (an HP deskjet 610c) broke down a week ago after 6 years of service. our new printer is an hp 3845 deskjet. cool. it prints very fast.

after that we decided to finally have our dinner. we ate at chef d' angelo (damn, i missed that place!) and i had my usual order--hamburger with fries! mom also order some pizza and pasta, which had all of us full after the meal. damn, do they serve you a lot or what?!?


i would like to thank everybody that greeted me (whether in advance, on the day, or "belated". to those who didn't remember, shame on you.... hehehe... joke... now you know...
i actually thought that my "special someone" would forget all about my birthday, although i wasn't really expecting her to greet me... but she did...

 

my day wasn't bad at all, it was kinda normal actually, but im glad that you greeted me...


ah... 20 @ 20.... i'm no longer a teen! harharharhar

 


November 24th, 2005

reflections
POSTED AT 11:11 PM

some thoughts to ponder.....

  • i'm just wondering if any people actually still visit my blog site... hehehe... whether you give a crap about me or not isn't really my problem. i'm just wondering... if this blog is as much "private" as it is "public". you know, barely anybody leaving comments... i feel as though this blog is just "really" for myself (although it IS public). no, i do not plan on shutting down my blog site... it still gives me comfort and helps me ease some of my stressed/kept-up feelings and emotions...


anyways, it was a pretty good day today. the recollection was good (although i arrived an hour late). after that me and 7 other classmates ate out and had some "bonding" times together.

 

in the afternoon, we just hanged around at school doing some "crazy stuff" with jeric's cellphone (hahaha). and as i went home i treated a friend of mine to a meal at sbarros. damn, their spaghetti was fabolous! the pizza too! as usual, some story-telling sessions (and at the same time reminiscing old times... harhar). nice, quality (bonding) time for the two of us.

i was so full that i no longer needed to eat dinner. it's been a while since i skipped dinner.... hehehe.... but as long as i'm full then there's no problem with that.


RANDOM THOUGHT/S: "there's a very thin line between what's 'real' and what's 'a joke' " Currently feeling: stressed



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