Entries for July, 2005
July 19th, 2005
tagboard problem POSTED AT 10:17 PM for some reason the tagboard isn't working... i hope tabulas will fix this soon... No shoutout(s)
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Cry POSTED AT 10:27 PM I've seen this face a thousand times Falling from my fantasy Slipped inside your world to be A victim of your sympathy You seem to know How to push the fire That burns the box we live in Isn't it a shame The game persists like this The game persists like this Cry your eyes I've seen this face a million times, a million times Falling from my fantasy Oh, Slipped inside Your world to be A victim of your sympathy Mmm, you seem to know Just how to push the fire Oh, that burns the box we live in Certainty with indecision You counter with pristine precision And to, you add to your shame Falling Falling out Of love…with you babe Falling Falling out Of love…with you! Oh, you got me a sign Oh, open up your eyes Baby I know the deal Oh, are you for real Mmm, Cry your eyes I’ve seen this face a million times, a million times Falling from my fantasy Slipped outside Your world with me A victim of your sympathy Oh, you seem to know How to push… you push! Oh, oh, yea Isn't it a shame The game persists like this The game persists like this Falling Falling out Of love…with you babe Falling Falling out Of love…with you babe Falling Falling out Of love…with you! Falling out Falling out of love with you Falling out of love Currently feeling: cynical |
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first official post - THE TRUTH SPOKEN OUT POSTED AT 10:44 PM well, this will be my first official post here on tabulas...
well, i knew it! all my theories were true! naging sila nga nung summer (although cnasabi nya na ndi naging cla... pero at least montik nang maging cla...) pero cnabi nya na ndi daw nakikipag-MU c girl... hay... ewan ko na lang.. ngayon cguro ganun... i am not sure what her feelings are/were for [boy] but im pretty sure na magiging mag-MU cla... if ever....
pero hanga ako sayo tol.... biruin mo... nagustuhan ka nya... (kung un man ang naramdaman nya sayo) grabe.... i dunno what you did dude... my hat is off to you... i told you.... a lot of crazy things happen during the summer. damn! well, at least you told me about it dude... face to face, man to man. although ithink there's still more to be known, i'll just wait for you to tell them to me. ndi kita pipilitin na sabihin sakin ung mga nangyari sa inyo... but it's really a shame to see you two in this situation... what was once a fruitful relationship has turned into a sour one... ndi na kayo nagpapansinan ngayon, for whatever reason...
sayang naman ang friendship nyo... don't let it end this way well, i hope na maresolba nyo to... try talking to her.. ask her what's the problem... then again if you really have no idea what you may have done to her, then i guess it's her problem na. just give her a little space... a little time... TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS, ika nga... tingnan mo ung nangyari rin samin dati.... i just let time run its course... i dunno lang sa case nyo... looks like you two got deep issues...
oh well, humaba nanaman ang post ko... hehehe... VIVA LA TABULAS! NOW I CAN HAVE TITLES ON MY POSTS! Currently listening to: Cry by Pray for the Soul of BettyCurrently feeling: contemplative |
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July 20th, 2005
ExCel Dapitan POSTED AT 10:54 AM hay! buti na lang ndi kami nagtest sa PHL5 kanina... although nag-aral naman ako pero ndi ganun aral na aral.. gets? hehehe hay.. hanggang 12 pa ko d2... buti na lang walang quiz or something mamaya... Currently feeling: full |
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it's all coming back... POSTED AT 11:44 AM hay.. old habits die hard, ika nga... just like her... hay... ang ganda-ganda mo naman sa bago mong friendster pic... very very charming... Currently feeling: in love??? |
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magandang bati POSTED AT 11:34 PM hay... after a grueling day.. napakagandang bati sa akin... sermon agad... palibhasa kasi ndi mo nakikita ung mga ginagawa ko kaya akala mo tuloy wala akong ginagawa.. pero meron! MERON!
hmm.. cno nanaman tong "2nd to the last na ka-MU" ni [boy]? si [girl] kaya un??? ano na kaya ang mangyayari sa kanilang dalawa? magkakabati pa kaya cla? abangan ang susunod na kabanata...
Currently feeling: pissed and tired |
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July 21st, 2005
total.... POSTED AT 02:43 AM hay... nakatulog nanaman ako.... dapat maliligo na ko kaninang 12AM... pero nung pag-upo ko sa sofa, nakatulog ako... ayun... 2am na ko nagising... hehehe hindi naman sa ayaw ko sa MYMP (no doubt, they are one of the top bands here sa 'pinas), but could you please start writing some songs? because sooner or later people will get tired of hearing s2pid remakes/revivals of old songs... there... i guess i've said it... now im feeling better... although im haveing colds for some unknown reason (damn! sana ndi ako nahawa kay kelvin!) cueshe! cueshe! cueshe! Currently feeling: singhot nang singhot |
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July 22nd, 2005
tired.. perspiring... POSTED AT 01:08 PM damn... what a tiring day... just finished playing bassketball with my classmates... kinda like preparation for the intrams... grabe... ngayon na lang ulit ako nakapag-laro ng basketball (aside from NBA Live 2005 at home). ang init grabe.. basang-basa ung panyo ko... buti na lang nagdala ako ng extra... hay... bilis ko ring hingalin... pero in fairness, my game is still there (naks! hehehe). just need more practice and more conditioning. (have to start "exercising" na... hope to lose some weight... hehehehe) hay.. buti na lang nandito na ko sa computer lab... ang laming ng aircon... Currently feeling: tired and perspiring |
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July 24th, 2005
dapat kagabi pa tong post na to POSTED AT 01:55 PM hehehe.. just like the title implies, i sould've posted this one
last night... but due to fatigue, i felt so sleepy that i almost was
not able to check my mail. i slept at around 2:30 (pretty early by my
standards... hehehehe) anyways, last night was another eventful night... jammin session together with my classmates. we went to the field, bought some food at ministop, and jammed away!
the songs ere the usual... OPM... but man! the song of the day was "The Day You Said Goodnight" by Hale!in my view, it was like the LSS (last sound syndrome) of everybody!
hehehe... the things you do when you have a long vacant period... 1-4pm was aour vacant time, and me and my classmates decided to "jam" at one of the classrooms there... damn! we like sang "the day you said goodnight" 10 times during that span! talk about "favorite"! well that wasn't the only thing "eventful" that happened yesterday...
damn feline... getting overly-mad, while in fact we have the right to be mad at her for being 30 minutes late for class... oh well... if she wasn't a prof...
(mag-tatagalog naman ako... hehehe)
hay... akala ko tapos na tong so-called "summer issue" between those persons involved... e kahapon nung IT111, ung isakong classmate e sinabi kay [boy] "diba monthsary nyo ngayon?" hehehe... mejo malakas pa ung pagkakasabi nya nun... hay.. ewan ko ba... akala ko ba ndi naging kayo at akala ko ba e ndi nakikipag-MU c girl? e bakit kayo nagka-monthsary??? hmmm??? hay.. napapangiti na lang ako... hay... you're the wallpaper of my mobile phone... it's so....... enticing! and... inspiring! hehehe... i dunno.. kahit ganun ang "ugali" mo, iba pa rin ang dating sakin ng friendster pic mo... damn! oh, and you should've done more than "that" to invite me to "invest"... hahahaha!!! asa!
Currently feeling: yawning |
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July 26th, 2005
interesting... POSTED AT 01:59 AM hmmm... i've found out some interesting things last night hile i was online... "hay.. i miss him so bad... :'c" yan ung status nya kagabi... edi tinanong ko naman kung cno (before kasi nun e tinanong rin nya ko about something i posted on friendster. me, being the "honest" guy, told her the truth) . tapos ndi naman nya ako sinagot... "secret" daw... hehehe... hay... mga babae talaga... dapat pala pinaisip kona lang din sya... harhar
eto pa... tinatanong rin nya sakin ung username ni [boy] sa ustex... makes me think what she wants with that... hehehe...
baka magbabasa ng mga.... hay... ewan.. yoko nang isipin pa... cge.... maghahanap muna ko ng mga bagay-bagay for school...
Currently feeling: sleepy |
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talaga nga naman... POSTED AT 02:22 AM AFTER 48 YEARS... kakagulat ah... pareho pala kayong may ganyang expression...
talaga nga naman... ang you say na ndi kayo nag-MU... Currently feeling: nostalgic |
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July 29th, 2005
the saga continues... POSTED AT 01:44 AM well well well... another eventful day... hay..... 0-5 na uste... sana manalo na kayo vs. NU.. nakakahiya naman kung matalo pa, diba? hmmm... what's this? some new developments!
about what, you say? well, shame on you for not knowing (hehehehe.. joke lang)
anyways, kaninang uwian... grabe... i saw it all... and i must say... t******! selos ako! siyeht! wahehehe... well, ndi naman sya matinding selos, but it sure did leave a mark...
anyways, ayun.. meeting kasi namin sa webtech... un, magkatabi sila... mukhang ang sweet pa nila (so i guess ok na ulit sila... hay. ewan ba). un, e plano kasi na mag-meet sa isang house one of these days (kung hindi sa sunday, sa monday. ok lang naman sa kanila, the problem is kung saang bahay kami mag-me-meet. edi suggest.. "dun sa bahay nyo na lang, [word filtered]". "sa inyo na lang, [word filtered]". tapos eto, sabi nung isa kong classmate, "edi sa inyo na lang" (referring to [girl] (fyi, nandun si [boy] nun...) [boy] "Hindi pwede! Hindi na ko pwede sa kanila" (take note... "na" aba syempre, mejo nagkatawanan.. ako nakangiti lang... hehehe... looks like we have something more here (and he insists on not havein "MU"... sheez) eto pa, ung isa kong classmate, after that comment ni [boy], e lumapit sa kanya and i think said something (looks like they have a little secret there... but who cares) tapos after some time, edi usap-usap pa rin... tapos tinanong naman ni [girl] kung pwede sa bahay na lang nina [boy]. eto hirit ni [boy] [boy]"What the f*ck!" i dunno if it was directed to her or not, if it was intentional or just out of jest, but it really pissed her off... syempre, sabihan ka naman ng ganun, cno ba naman ang hindi maaasar... un.. nakangiti lang ako the whole time... hay... it's so
entertaining in my view... observing and all... very very interesting...
tapos ngayon naman, just a fewmoments ago, she PMed me through YM... she did this image with our faces in it (ung group namin sa webtech). e dun sa pic na un, may naiba (guess who?)
un, edi comment sya sakin... "panget nga ni pic ni [boy]..panira..la kse ko solo pic nun" kahit alam ko na "normal" reaction lang to... shempre, napaisip
nanaman ako... (damn! i can't believe im actually capable of this...
wow). un... tapos sumagot ako... "dapat kinuha mo na lang sa class
picture or something". tapos sabi nya (e ipopost kasi un sa groups
namin sa webtech. ako dapat magpopost nun) "teka..bka magalet c [boy] ang panget ng pic nya..hahaha" edi reply ulit ako... pero grabe ha... iba-iba na ang naiisip ko,
kahit alam kong normal/nasa lugar naman ung mga reaction nya..
something like that... hehehe *sigh* i can't imagine what'll happen when they come over here on monday... oh well, the saga continues... just like the title of this post... Currently feeling: sick and sadistic??? |
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tired... POSTED AT 01:43 PM hay.. nakakapagod... nagbasketball kasi ulit kami ng mga classmates ko... in fairness, maganda laro ko... i made most of my shots and scored most of the points for our team... hehehe... sana ganito rin kami pagdating ng intrams...
wow... birthday nga pala nya bukas... nakasalubong pa nga namin sa may lacson e.. sa isang store dun... ewan ko kung anong binibili nya... hay...
happy birthday to you! sana magbago ka na.. wakekekeke
cgee, may IT255L pa kami... asa pa kay sir jiss!
Currently feeling: tired |
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July 31st, 2005
don't PHUNK with me POSTED AT 02:20 AM hay.. yesterday was a very bad day in more ways than one for me... the day started off with a "supposed" make-up class at 10AM... i thought i was gonna be late for the class because i left home at around 9:10. i barely made it at school, but as i entered the room, there was no sign of the feline. there were also very few classmates in the room, which gave me that feeling that "oh my... don't tell me... not again..." well, in fact, our prof did not attend
the make-up class. there was an "emergency meeting" daw... that's
crap... so, we had no choice but to vacate the room and look for some
place else to spend our 4-hour vacant period. oh, i almost forgot, it was her birthday yesterday! i got to greet
her through text and personally. i asked her if she had any plans, she
told me she didn't... she didn't have the money... (well babe, if you
don't have the money then why were you using two cellphones when we
talked???)
this was when the day started to get worse for me. we were supposed to go to my classmate's house for our webtech project meeting, all the while i was invited by my good friend, the arsonist, to go to sm manila with them. i had a very hard time deciding where to go, but i eventually sticked with the webtech thing. unfortunately, the plans were scrapped, ergo, we did not go to her house. so, we had around 3 1/2 hours to decide what to do (damn... i wish i went with the other guys... oh well...) after some discussion, the group FINALLY decided to go to robinson's place manila. upon arriving, talk was about where we were gonna eat. (besides, anywhere's fine with me). we arrived at the third floor (i believe), and incidentally, there was a sbarro's there. so, i suggested that, knowing where we were, i told them that "how bout we eat here at sbarro's?" (there was actually a debate on whether we were gonna eat at pancake house or sbarro's.) furhtermore, i told them that "baka kasi ndi tayo mabusog sa pancake house.. d2 na lang tayo sa sbarro.. may pizza, pasta, salad." when no decision was made, we decided to look for more places to eat at. we then travelled to the 4th floor. pancake house was there, and just like that! *snaps fingers*, a decision has been made. we were gonna eat at pancake house (oh well... better than not eating, i guess). well, my thought of not having a full tummy
at pancake house was wrong. i ate this very hot and spicy food (beef
sabrina, i believe) which had mustard sauce and some pepper on it! very
delicious, indeed! good thing i had ordered bottomless iced tea...
we then went on our way home. we were lucky enough to ride inside a vacant taxi, so all 9 of us were the driver's only passengers. to pass time, the people there were talking about a bunch of stuff.. from the graduation party to the retreat to the ICOn GA (general assembly). (i guess i'll just skip to the highlight of them all.. the one which pissed me deep inside, but i just smiled it off...) topic: mr and ms icon representative classmate 1: "[g********], ikaw na lang saka si toot!" classmate 2: "oo nga! ikaw na lang saka si toot!" (note that i was in front of them. we were seated at the taxi's rear) classmate 1: "[g*******] and [b*******] (brief pause............) ay, si *my name* na lang... [g*******] saka si *my name* " that just totally pissed me off! made me wanna get off the vehicle even though we weren't at our destination. it sucked, man! it really SUCKED! and they think that it's still a joke. well, not to me, at least!
what pissed me was the fact that they said "toot". of course, i already know who that is... it's like adding insult to injury... it's as if it was intentional... why not say the name directly???
well, guess you know why i'm not in a good mood... so, just don't PHUNK with me, okay?
Currently feeling: EXTREMELY pissed! |
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August 1st, 2005
new layout, same story... POSTED AT 01:49 AM hey there! i finally have a new layout! i'd have to thank my good friend shadowmeld19 for that. he also helped me with some CSS crap... thanks dude! well...how was my day? it was pretty frustrating and tiring...
frustrating in the sense that, i had to wake up at around 9:40 am because we'll have a meeting at a classmate's house at around 1. i managed to make it there by 11 am. traffic was awful but i did leave the house at round 10:30 am... hehehe upon arriving there we went straight to business. my classmates were doing the website documentation, and i was busy eating PUTO (hehehe). oh, 2 of my groupmates weren't there yet, so we obviously had to wait for them. they arrived at around 12noon, just in time for lunch. lunch was great, although i only got to eat sinigang. the sinigang i ate was very similar to my mom's sinigang. hehehe... anyways during lunch, there were the usual story-telling by my classmates. we often LOAO at the stories.
we then proceeded on doing the other site requirements. i then started to learn how dreamweaver works. all in all, it was a very productive day for all of us. but wait! there's more! don't think i wasnot aware of the circumstances there...
obviously, it was g's house, so i had to expect some activity between the two. well, i'd say that they had their share of moments (which i was fortunate enough to not have witnessed most of them, although there were instances wherein it happened in my "line of sight"... if you know what i mean...) most of those so-called "activities" didn;t affect me at all. i just wore the usual "smile" on my face. oh well...
WHAT YOU DON'T KNOW WON'T HURT YOU, eh?
well, that's arguable... there could be some instances that what you don't know may come to hurt you in the end. thanks anyways dude for posting a comment.
hay...... i also had one of those uncontrollable eating urges!
during the afternoon, me and my classmates ordered pizza (one hawaiian and one bacon-cheeseburger). i got to eat 2 from each box (which made me full, actually) then in the evening, our family ate at yellow cab (PIZZA RESTO). i ate two slices of pizza and one very delicious chicken wing. so, it means that i ate 6 slices of pizza (and a chicken wing) in a span of 2 1/2 hours!!!!! when i got home, my tummy ached like hell! it took me two bathroom visits to relieve all the pain... phew... you bet that i won't be eating pizza anywhere within the next month. (kinda like my one-month abstinence from hamburgers...)
oh well.. guess i gotta end my post here... gotta go check my mail.
ciao!
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